This excellent gift I received has brought growth into my recovery. These records will produce days of celebration, days to learn my difficulties, and to grow from them. For some, this sound small, but for me, this is big! The photo has been taken with my Canon PowerShot ELPH130IS on Auto. Altered with Windows Photo Center. I’ve added some light, some colour, and some enhancement.
Holly jolly Christmas… Being in recovery from B.E.D, holly jolly is a reality at the holidays. The only thing jolly in obesity/binge eating is hope. If it is extreme, it’s crippling. A morbid existence, not only from being powerless, but also because the metabolism has shut down. It’s a comatose existence from too much at once: there is no jolly in the affliction, or from the afflicters. There is the spirit of hope that Christmas brings. Jolly old St. Nick and the rest of us B.E.D. eaters need to pass on the milk and cookies and have a piece of fruit or something from the veggy tray instead.
St. Valentine’s had another celebration yesterday. With cupid, the cherub, who puts the arrow through the heart. All a deception to His will for us. It was a fun day yesterday. I received a long stem red rose with some baby’s breath. Meaning, love is forever. Which, in my life is Guns and Roses. It probably is a sublime message from my daughters father who is in his 20th year in an Arizona State Prison. Displaying his power. Love is forever and Gods’ will . It is a toxic violent concoction that contains no mercy. No light, only dark. So, being enlightened on my journey through, St. Valentines Day gave me reason to celebrate the light of day in a world that is full of darkness.
Reading The Muse of The Day, and realizing my fear of the dark; I really don’t need a message. Same way I don’t need to walk down a dark ally. Protection is scarce. It is something we have to develop. From the spelling, it’s probably the same terrorist just waiting to get his hands all over you – he fornicates. This muse has triggered some excellent thought, cognitive thinking, spelling, and meaning. The metaphoric message – get out of the hay!
Freezing rain has turned our parking lots and sidewalks into skating rinks. The glistening black ice is just waiting for its next victim. This city hasn’t salted its parking lots or the side walks. The trees, laden with ice, have that winter wonderland appeal. Hoping to not suffer from a heavy branch snapping while walking; I have become conscious. It’s not so beautiful to see these trees suffer. Or, ourselves. Water, our most needed resource, has an abundance of appeal. Whether it is falling over a waterfall or carved ice sculptures. Its beauty is admired. My melting spark of hope is the cosmos, like us, are also evolving. Just think, beautiful weather all year around…
We all are born with birth rights. In my life, life as a whole, this is about as common as equity. So sorry they act towards those they call unfortunates. They were taught not to stuff their pockets, they were taught the laws of equity. Still they invade and violate. When will us “less fortunate” be able to get these “filthy rich” into their place. And, receive the money that is “rightfully” ours? And, have them pay their own deficit? This is a very vicious cycle of ritual abuse. Just they way they voice the financial violation against others; then, further the violation with defamation. The light is starting to shine – time is always the side of the law.
Reading an article by Tim Harford, I became inspired. Brinkmanship, an American Governments solution tact. Donald Trump has left the Mexican Government to pay for the wall he built. They are not paying. Did they ever say they would? The cost of this wall has always had a spot light with the American people. This is Trump power. In his mind people jump when he speaks. He, a realastate tycoon, has embezzled his fortune by using profit. Nobody has ever said a word. In his appearance he is unkempt. A sign of mental health, or as the bible says, dirty. He also has his World Trade issue (inflation), with Brexit in brinkmanship. World Trade had been functioning in whole. This is his politics, this is all from his conjuring; it’s how he gets what he wants. But, it’s not working so well now.
Isn’t just like yesterday because
I am older and wiser in the same
He was small,
his grin was his crush:
You know when you have written something that has success. I’ve been experiencing a lull. My writing has lost its glory. I can feel the limitation in my mind. Repeating the same subject. Lost for words, disabled to succeed. The snickers from the vector. In regard, problem management brings me success. Back into my confidence, and ready to proceed forward with my goals. I am ready to scribe…
Borrowed time? It’s another one of those facts. Time conquers all. This is also why these suicide bombers have no way out. No one is invincible, and our time is not borrowed. Some call it purgatory. The place the sinners go after death. Today, I can vouch for this reality. What they are doing catches up to them in their grave. They get incriminated. Stopped in their tracks for abusing society. What’s next? Do they get re-produced again – obviously not. Are they welcome – not after what they have done. So next time someone abuses or is abused, the answers are out there. Remember to understand your situation to not fall pray to the blissful and forgiveness. Take the journey to the end. Nobody get’s away with anything!
Primitive, I would like to see primitive, I said when a child. The cognition is it is what darkens the already darkened days. Blinding us to it. I’ve made a lot of progress since then, surviving the fallacy and putting two and two together. Still hoping to get to University. Education is an excellent resource for getting through the toughest times. Whether it’s political or personal. The grass is much greener on the other side. Being on the poor side of town, a few of the back yards are a lot of mud. There is no growth in the forced poverty we have had to endure. With them denying victims exist, denying people are disabled, denying the need for welfare. Some of the offenders of this civil right are poor and some are rich. But, the biggest offenders are the occult persons who are getting votes and are keeping the evil dynamics in power. Soon to come to a head. The freedom is going to save society a lot of cash…