Growth

Growth

This excellent gift I received has brought growth into my recovery.  These records will produce days of celebration, days to learn my difficulties, and to grow from them.  For some, this sound small, but for me, this is big!  The photo has been taken with my Canon PowerShot ELPH130IS on Auto.  Altered with Windows Photo Center.  I’ve added some light, some colour, and some e002 (2)nhancement.

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Jolly

Jolly St. Nickvia Daily Prompt: Jolly

Holly jolly Christmas…  Being in recovery from B.E.D, holly jolly is a reality at the holidays.  The only thing jolly in obesity/binge eating is hope.  If it is extreme, it’s crippling.  A morbid existence, not only from being powerless, but also because the metabolism has shut down.  It’s a comatose existence from too much at once:  there is no jolly in the affliction, or from the afflicters.  There is the spirit of hope that Christmas brings.   Jolly old St. Nick and the rest of us B.E.D. eaters need to pass on the milk and cookies and have a piece of fruit or something from the veggy tray instead.

Courage

BeinDavid and Goliathg backed against the wall when I was a kid, the instinct to run wasn’t an alternative.   Along with growing up and choosing to look the killers in the eye,  I’ve started to feel the instilled fear.  Alway’s deciding to express my rights by applying every bit of courage.  I’m in the midst of climbing that mountain of sub-conscious trauma.  This journey has been miles of pain, wrongful incrimination, and wear and tear.   They say the day does get here.  When:  it’s my final hurtle.

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Courage

 

Babes of The Wolves

I’mbabes-of-the-wolves.jpg a babe of the wolves, I’m also an adult child.  A blog this morning on a relation to wolves triggered my own experience.  The most shocking revelation for me was a whole bookcase full of books written by people who shared an experience of living in the wild with wolves, abandoned by their parents.  The exact same story as mine.  The delusion is from the spiritual wolves (the sinister), in the sub-conscious, to literally living in the wild with real wolves.  Ten years later I learned of the spiritual wolves and was able to cognate.  A powerful experience in mental cruelty, with some excellent recovery.

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Rube

fallacy-e1518788612565.jpgIt’s not alway’s the people lacking understanding, they still have the power to resist, but are in a spectrum of forgetfulness.  I was a somewhat of a rube.  Not regretting my cyber experience, I have learned many things.  Right at my finger tips.  I’ve also developed a deeper belief in technology.  Along with a deeper sense of the importance of freedom.

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Rube

Spiritual Wolves

ThWolf Packese are cunning predators, preying in packs, and defiling their victims.  All in a realm of God.  It’s why the sinister are referred to as a wolf.  They are impossible people (the notorious bad apples), and can be very hard to arrest.  Bible say’s their lives are revoked.  After having to deal with the pack of them, I don’t deny it.

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Costume

I Rotton Carrotcould refer back to the “creature feature”.  Most aren’t so happy today in their costumes of stolen beauty.  Or, start with the first thought I had, the costume I wear.  Which was dangerous squander.  Instead, I will think ahead or think behind to Hallowe’en.  My costumes as a kid, and how much fun it was.  Hallowe’en 2018, maybe I will dress as a half-rotten carrot, haunting the killing vamps.  Either way, this has been fun today, thank you!

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Costume

                            My Love
                         My Valentine
Mended heart
A day out and
a good movie;
there is no
reason to pout.

A soul mate 
is a delusion:
companionship
is the unsolved 
piece.

My aloneness is
at its end:
for true love 
I am bound...






 

 

Suspicious

I tsuspicioushought I had taken a pork chop out for supper, but I must have been mistaken.  I was suspicious, so I double checked in the fridge.  Later on, while taking care of my cat’s litter, I found the remains of my dinner.  Alfred ate it clean to the bone.  He’s still licking his lips, laughing at me, and no longer a suspect.

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Suspicious

Lecture

I hand out free lectures all of the time.  Although people really aren’t into discipline these days.  Self discipline is a blessing.  Answering to others is what we are taught to do.  So, the next time you hand out a free lecture, remind the offender of their lessons…

Lecture

Establish

A foundation that has 
been broken:
reproduced
into an act that is
unspoken.
The light shone
unto the darkness;
waiting is patience.
A divine arrest:
freed of
the robbers that
have forsaken.

Divine Intervention
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Conjure

Con ArtistLife’s a stage with many sprites, haggling hags, crones, sorcerers, and con artists.  There is more.  Their conjured lies can be powerful.  They are their main source of defense.  But, for every lie they’ve vexxed, the truth is looking right back at them.  Divinely, their spell comes off, and the truth wins.  So, their next conjured dollar could just be their last.

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Conjure